Tuesday, 11 December 2012

Real Life In Fiction

She opened the door to the roof of the twenty-storey tower and scrambled over the barrier. Her vision was hazy with tears and the nearly-empty bottle of vodka in her hand shattered as it fell clumsily to the floor.

Her phone was buzzing with concern, but to avail; she had sunk so deeply into the darkest recesses of herself that she was able to make excuses for every ‘concerned’ person who was trying to contact her. They didn’t care. They really didn’t.

She climbed to the very edge of the building and the phone in her shaking hand fell, lost to the huge drop she was about to hurl herself into.

She steadied herself; took two deep breaths, and jumped.

But this wasn’t falling.

ALEX DAY-STUPID STUPID

Back in September, I wrote an article in which, amongst other questions, I asked Alex Day how he planned to achieve his goal of making it to #1 in the charts by 31st December 2012. He told me; ‘By working bloody hard and doing everything I possibly can! I’ll give it my all and then at least I won’t regret it if it doesn’t work out.’

Well, December has finally rolled around, and the song Day has chosen to compete for the top spot is ‘Stupid Stupid’.....

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Friday, 7 December 2012

Real Life In Fiction

Wrapped in her thick duffle coat, her icy breath forming in front of her, she made her way towards the figure in the distance. It was a dark night and the streets were devoid of life; she didn't know what time it was or how she had got here, but her mind wasn't on such trivial things. She was ten paces away and the figure, hearing her approach, turned around to face her.

This was a dream.

Sucking on his trademark Marlboro Red, his green eyes met hers. She stared and stared, her eyes feasting on him; how long had it been since she was able to look upon him like this? She stepped closer, until their heads were nearly touching, and smiling, gently took the cigarette from his mouth.
"How many times do I have to tell you? They're bad for you," she said.
He grinned, and placed his hand gently on her cheek.
"I've missed you telling me off".
A tear escaped from her eye but she continued to smile.
"I've missed you, too".

He was dressed in his usual white vest and battered Giorgio Armani jeans; his handsome face sporting two day-old stubble, and despite the cold, his tanned skin was warm, as if a beating sun was shining down only on him. On her beautiful Italian boy.

This was a dream.

She closed her eyes and let him hold her. Wrapped in his arms, everything was how it should be, everything was perfection. And though she finally felt him fall away, replaced by reality, she couldn't open her eyes, she couldn’t let him go. Not yet.